Wednesday, 12 January 2011

i'm not good with confrontation, so i'll put this into words
even though in my mind they seem so well rehearsed
i let you in to dig a great big hole in my chest
and all this while i have given nothing but my best
side of me as i expected the same from you
but so it seems that i'm the one confused
and made this more in my twisted little mind
then it was as i left my heart behind
in your hands as you shaped it as you pleased
and forgot about it when you began some other tease
so now i sit, hurt, sad and alone
as i try to make a new heart of my own
i use the shards, the shattered bits that remain
and try to piece this broken mess back together again
but before i do, i leave myself a little mark
to remind myself never to trust someone with my own heart
rather let it rest, safe in my own chest
never to leave, never to bleed, left broken in a mess

Friday, 27 August 2010

Forget me not.....

Wishing away the day today
almost forgot how far i've made it
into the back of my own mind
losing myself in all its madness

i take the time to feel the wind
but there is none here where i sit
couped up in my pen for the day
until the evening lets me feel it

the constant stare into the screen
hard at work but my mind dreams
i get caught up and lose the plot
as my work screams forget me not

i check the clock its 10 till 3
there's still some time before i leave
i miss the point to why we do this
perhaps its because we're all just clueless....

Thursday, 29 July 2010

Sheesh

Man the weekends are getting more difficult to recover from. Not sure why. I'm not doing anything different to what i have been doing most of my life. Maybe its from the fungis, maybe its not. Maybe i am just getting old and unfit. but that is not the kind of thinking that will get you anywhere. i am just blabbing. Check this out

Well as i said before i had 2 of my mates from Oz come visit.

Arab
And Daniel
We had quite an eventful weekend. we cruised the lion park and hit up the flowrider. that thing knows how to dominate your body! we had 2 GoPros on it so we ended up with some fun footage to play with.

Well thats about it for now really. here are a few snaps from the weekend.

Monday, 19 July 2010

Lazy Lazy Lazy

So i basically wrote off my blog this year. i fell off the wagon when i lost my last job and could not get online. But i have had a new job for a while now and still not written anything. i could blame my journal, but that would be a lie because i have not even been writing in there for a while.

So whats new?

I have a sick house, well flat. overlooks the whole city. It has way too many rats in it though. Pet rats that is. 2 females, 8 babies each. You do the math. They need to leave......

The world cup soccer ended about a week or so ago. Was quite a fun time. the whole country was on another level. Good times where to be had anywhere and anytime. But it dented the pocket badly!
We had to girls from Chile stay with us for a while, they are probably coming back tomorrow. 2 of my ozzie mates have come for a visit too. And last night Giffy stayed over with 2 of his friends from Switzerland. So we have been quite an international hang out.

But other than that i have just been cruising, enjoying the nights out when i can, playing music and chilling with friends.

Its been good.


Wednesday, 20 January 2010

So This Is The New Year

2010 hey. finally here.

Been slack this year, probably because i have been keeping a journal again. took a year off, but now i am back on it. So whats new in this year?
Went on a road trip to cape town over the new years period. It was rather fun. Stayed in plett, st francis and the mother city.
Then i came back home and got stuck into the mountain of work that was waiting for me. always good times..... obviously did not do a good enough job, cause i got fired today. excellent times. but hey.

Life situation: gone form bad to worse.
Why?

Just signed a year lease on a kick as flat, and now i have no income.
so yea life just got interesting.

lets see what happens.

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

Recent Snaps

Here are a few pictures of people getting rather drunk lately.

















Wednesday, 2 December 2009

The Bohemian Boer

So Thursday rolled in and my journey to the fair cape began. To say the trip went smoothly would be an outright lie, but i did get there in the end. My good friend David picked me up from Cape Town International and we hastily set off for the fantastic University town of Stellenbosch.
We met up with David's folks and a couple other friends for some dinner, only to find out that all the restuarants were closed, barring one. Bohemia. So we set off and got a tasty chow as well as a good few big delicious black label draughts. Our night was set. We ended up next door at the Mystic Boer to continue the evening. Drinking and foozeball (or simply fooz) seemed to be the choice of the locals here. So most of our night was spent around or near the tables. None the less a ton of fun was had and we stumbled home in the early hours of the morning to find some rest in David's pad.

The next mourning i awoke with a moderate to fresh hangover and plans were made for the day. We hooked up with an old school mate, Greg, and headed on our way to Koelbaai for the promise of some fun waves. We made a quick stop off for some pies and to get some beers for our good friend Giffy. We made our way through the scenic route along the coast and arrived at our destination. There were waves, a bit windy, but waves. We met up with Giffy and his mate Jonty and suited up for some fun in the refreshing cape water. Well all of us except Giffy, who stayed on the beach to take care of the beers.
The surf was fun, but not quite what we though it would be. So we headed off back towards stellies. We met up with Peter (David's old man) and had a couple beers at The Dross. We were then met by the rest of the Harris family and decided to head off to some other place for a chow. And it was good. Some lagers flew down the gullet as well as a steak fit for a King. A discussion went down and Sandy decided that a wedding is not a wedding, unless you attend it with a hangover. So we said farewell to the older generation and headed off to Bohemia once again for some drinks. And many drinks it was. We went next door to Mystics once again and a night of Drum&Bass, drinking and the fooz kept us going until the morning birds graced our ears.

Woke up with a solid hangover to say the least. But Robbie was on the ball and handed us a bunch of remedies that would help us get through the day. We sat around and watched a few movies, then took Sandy across to the folks house to get ready. We went back to David's and got suited up, said cheers to Rob and then headed off back to the folks to get a lift to the wedding venue. At the entrance we were all greeted with a pink drink of some sorts, which went down super well because it was as hot as satan's local haunt. There were many friends that i had not seen in a while so a bit of mingling was done before the ceremony started. It was an awesome wedding, the priest was a bit on the strange side but what is a formal event without some form of humour. after the i do's and the forevers it was time to dash to the bar for a refreshing beer and to get the celebrations on their way. Unfortunately the free bar had not started yet, so we parted with our hard earned cash to get the buzz going. Once in the venue however, the drinks flew thick and fast. Nothing quite like a bar tab. After Some funny speeches and some classic humour saw the dancefloor opened, which led to a fight between the oldest couple in the room. Only because the old man in question was thought to be looking at all the young girls on the dancefloor and not looking at his wife of 40 odd years. Too classic. But this is where my mind goes blank, in a blur of chatting drinking and stealing booze.
We then left the venue to head out into some local night life. Picked up Robbie and Graham at half 3 in the morning and went on our way. Cant remember much of what happened apart from some load afrikaans songs and David sleeping on the floor. But we got back safe and sound, and once again thanks to Harry and Katherine for an awesome night. Here is a look at the newlyweds

Just like they are in high school.

The next day was a lazy one to start, but it developed into a day filled with chores and swimming. First off we went to go and change a tire on the trailer. Afterwards we swam in the pool and had a delicious lunch. We then went to help Sandy move her things out her flat and into David's flat. Which was not, thankfully, as bad as i thought it would be. Got a phone call from Greg who said we should head down to Bohemia for some bingo. We all decided we would go and have a couple Sunday arvo beers and enjoy the company of friends, then go home and watch movies. Problem. there was 2 for special after Bingo and things escalated. We were definitely dressed for the part, barefoot and vests, and were the last to leave after a pint of beer was smashed around our naked feet. So we called it a night and went home.

Monday greeted us with a lazy day followed by a lot of house work to clean up the crack den that David called home. But we did a decent job. And before i knew it i was being whisked off to the airport to return to Durban and Robbie and Dave were off on the coastal mission to St Francis. Lucky bastards! But all in a all one hell of a solid dysfunctional weekend was had, and i am glad i was apart of it.